Last day of 2009

Last day of 2009
I m doin ntg at home..
As usual..
fbING msnING
dunno y
today I feel a bit tired
I feel a bit moody
I feel a bit down
Izzit bcoz of 2009 gonna to end soon??
haha.. 2009.. 1 year.. 365 days..
So many thing happened..
Can I recall back all the memories..
Let me have a try..

**Jan 09
After MCAD course continue my last sem..
Change my curly hair style >> straight hair..
Langkawi trip with uum frens..
CNY hang out with many old old good frens ^^

**Feb 09
Busy Assignments.. Tests.. Projects..
March 09
My grandma had pass away
Senior convo

**Apr 09
Busy final projects.. busy all the projects..
Busy prepared last final exam..
Busy exam..
Busy farewell..
Busy take photos..

**May 09
Busy exam..
Busy take photos with uum frens..
Prepared internship..

**June 09
Started internship..
Know many good good colleagues..
Orientation.. Know many trainees..
Car crashing experiences..
Car no battery experience..

**July 09
1st team building aka pk bachelor night..
Snake temple unforgotten memory..
Lost at Sg Dua experience..
Trainees' Farewell..
Car crashing experiences..

**Aug 09
Food poison..
Air Itam Dam hiking..
Frens convo..
Trainees' Farewell..

**Sept 09
Rushed intern projects..
2nd team building aka Cheong bachelor night..
Trainees' Farewell..
Car crashing experiences..

**Oct 09
Rushed intern projects..
Cheong wedding dinner..
Trainees' Farewell..
Low Bday TGIF celebration
Free thank you meal..

**Nov 09
Rushed intern projects..
Ate very delicious tang yuan(i still miss it^^)
Straighten my hair..
Tyre puncture..
Take photos..
My gorgeous 23rd bday celebration..
My farewell..

**Dec 09
Back to uum presentation project..
Submitted project report..
Applied jobs..
Practice interview..(lolz)
Measure floor at home..

From the list above..
I found tat.. i have half year memory at Motorola..
It's a unforgotten memory which is stamp into my heart forever..
Many experiences i gained during the intern period..
Many sweet memories i gained during the intern period..
I will never forget it..
I hope they will never forget me oso.. haha..
A blur girl..
But at last.. they found.. i can be very wild..
haha..
But.. really thx to them..
Everyone of them is helped me much..
Especially few of them..
Treat me extremely GOOD.. that i cant express by words..
And now..
I wan to draw a very beautiful full stop to my 2009..
A very very very very very very very very...........SPECIAL 2009
Though.. 2009 included sad memories..
But it's still unique for me..
Some memory i won experience twice again..
Once in my life..
Bye bye 2009..
It's would be another start for me tml..
Wish my frens and myself will have a good and lucky start of 2010..

Already Gone

Trust between you and me
Does it's still alive
I don't know what should I do
I don't know when you are true
I can't catch your heart
I can't get your heart

You'll only remember me
When you're alone
You'll only need me
When you're bored
That's not a true love
It's because you're lonely
I m just your equipment

You do not love me
What you told me
All is lies
Is lies
You never said
That you love me
Just I misunderstood it

You do not love me
What you have done
All is stupid
Is stupid
Believe your words
Every words you said
I care and remember

And now I know
It was a dream
I shouldn't hesitate
It's time to go
Someone that should go

No matter you are true to me
No matter you are lie to me
I know it'll be come to the end
So I already gone
Already gone from your world
（内容纯属虚构）
(The content is a sheer fabrication)

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Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

爱错 Love Wrongs

想着你的脸
Think of your face
想着你的眼
Think of your eye
想着你的笑
Think of your smile
想着你的声
Think of your voice
让我如此着迷
It’s let me fascinated
怎么才能忘记
How to forget
忘记你的脸
Forget your face
忘记你的眼
Forget your eye
忘记你的笑
Forget your smile
忘记你的声
Forget your voice
让我如此痛苦
It’s let me feel so suffer
怎么才能摆脱
How only can get out of it
常常爱错
Always love wrong
爱错不应该爱的人
Love wrong the person shouldn’t to love
是我的问题
It’s my problem
爱错不爱自己的人
Love wrong the person who doesn’t love me
是我的愚蠢
It’s I m stupid
既然不能真心爱我
If can’t whole-hearted to love me
就别拨动我的心
Please do not touch my heart
既然不能给我幸福
If can’t give me happiness
就别对我太过好
Please do not treat me too good
你让我对你动了心
You let me move you to
你让我对你动了情
You to let me get excited to you
你现在却告诉我
But now you told me
你爱的人不是我
The one you love is not me
你不能给我幸福
You can’t give me happiness
是我的错
It’s my fault
是我自做多情
Is I from does full of affection
是我一厢情愿
Is I one-sided wishes
是我自找苦吃
Is I invites trouble
是我
Is me
千错万错都是我的错
All is my fault
（内容纯属虚构）
(The content is a sheer fabrication)

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如果你爱我 因为我爱你
演唱：陈明

容颜犹如流沙
从来没有人可以留住它
常对你说的话
像在无力自拔
心头手一碰有点麻
沉默过了几夜
我们之间又多了条伤疤
还能走到这里
已经似是神话
那种感觉有谁懂得
如果你爱我是因为我爱你
我宁愿受罪也不要这种报答
如果你爱我是因为我爱你
是轮回还是一种变相惩罚

爱情犹如流沙
越担心失去只有向上爬
心明明在流血
还要笑着回答
眼泪让视线有点花
等到过了几夜
我们之间又多了条伤疤
把幸福作为代价
难道你可以吗
真的和我擦出火花
如果你爱我是因为我爱你
我宁愿受罪也不要这种报答
如果你爱我是因为我爱你
是轮回还是一种变相惩罚

如果你爱我是因为我爱你
我宁愿受罪也不要这种报答
如果你爱我是因为我爱你
是轮回还是一种变相惩罚

容颜犹如流沙
从来没有人可以留住它

Christmas of 2009

Could you tell me..
How do you celebrate your Christmas this year?
1) What do you do on Christmas eve??
ME>>
I’m just stay at home as usual..
Countdown at fb.. lolz..
Chat with some old frens..
Quite a peace and bored Christmas T.T
2) What do you do on Christmas??
ME>>
Early morning went to Sri Rambai pasar met my old good frens..
Feel so good..~
Then..stay at home all the day..
3) What do you wish on Christmas??
ME>>
I’m wish everyone beside me are happy and healthy..
I’m wish I can get a job offer soon..
I’m wish my life can change to another phase soon..
Wish everyone have a wonderful Christmas this year.. ^^

Last Christmas

Wham! - Last Christmas

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well, It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying I love you
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover buy you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.

How many times I posted this song to my blog?
I forgot
Finally I forgot
But I think is 5th time if not wrong
Last year Christmas was my first Christmas celebration
The memory still fresh
The feeling celebrated in church
Really different
That’s time, I still remember I with you all
With our MCAD instructor Adri
And my coursemates
How much do you remember?
Last year Christmas was special
I feel I am lucky
Because celebrated Christmas with you all
This year Christmas I think will be peace in home again
Haha
Let’s refresh and recall my memory of 2008 Christmas at Changlun
More photos on Christmas Eve 2008
Send my greeting to my friends here.. ^^
Merry Christmas 2009~
Wish my beloved friends.. DreamZ come TRUE ya.. ^^

你知不知道 Do you know

宁静的空间
The silent space
控制不了我想你
Unable to control myself to think of you
你知不知道
Do you know?
我也很伤心 我也很难过
I also feel heartbroken I also feel sad
我更舍不得 你离开我身边
I am unwilling to let go To let you go by my side
你知不知道
Do you know?
你不在 我很想念你
You’re not around I am very missing you
你不在 我没有心情
You’re not around I am moody
你不在 我很不习惯
You’re not around I can’t get used to it
你不在 我没有胃口
You’re not around I don’t have appetite
没有勇气说爱你
Do not brave to tell I love you
也没有勇气拥抱你
Also do not brave to hug you
因为我知道
Because I know
我不能拥有你 也不能给你幸福
I am unable to own you Also unable to give you happiness
你知不知道
Do you know?
恨自己 让你那么伤心
Hate myself Let you feel heartbroken
恨自己 霸占了你的心
Hate myself Occupy your heart
恨自己 自私的霸占你
Hate myself Occupy you selfishly
恨自己 没有勇气坦白
Hate myself Do not brave to be frank
希望你把我忘记
Hope you able to forget me
忘记我这自私的人
Forget me who am so selfish
霸占你的心
Occupy your heart
却又不肯放手 却不能给你承诺
And not let you go And unable to give you promises
忘记我
Forget me
我不值得你的泪
I am not valuable for your tears
我会让你忘记我
I’ll let you forget me
放弃我
Abandon me
（内容纯属虚构）
(The content is a sheer fabrication)

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tank - 如果我变成回忆

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了 心跳在梦中
不听话的就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

再见我的爱人 GOODBYE MY LOVE

那天你问我
That day you asked me
会不会再相见
Will we meet again?
我们都知道
We knew
我们不会再相见
We will not meet again
那个最后的夜晚
That last night
我看着你离开
I watched you leaved me
心中有好多不舍
My heart is unwilling to let you go
不能再见你
Can’t meet you
我会永远记得你
I’ll always remember you
我会永远怀念你
I’ll always missing you
哦…
Oh…
我们会再遇见
We’ll meet again
就在你的婚礼
During your wedding
我们会再相见
We’ll meet again
就在你的婚礼
During your wedding
我们再相见的时候
When we meet again
也许会变得很陌生
May be the relation will become strange
哦…
Oh…
我爱的人
My love
我会灌醉自己
I’ll make myself drunk
来麻醉我的伤痛
To anesthetize my heart-broken
我爱的人
My love
你一定会幸福
You must be blissful
我会永远守护你
I’ll watch on you forever
再见我的爱人
Good Bye My Love
（内容纯属虚构）
(The content is a sheer fabrication)

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GOODBYE MY LOVE 我的爱人 再见
GOODBYE MY LOVE 相见不知那一天
我把一切给了你 希望你要珍惜 不要辜负我的真情
GOODBYE MY LOVE 我的爱人 再见
GOODBYE MY LOVE 从此和你分离
我会永远永远爱你在心里 希望你不要把我忘记
我会永远怀念你 温柔的情怀里
热红的心怀念你 甜蜜的吻怀念你
那醉人的歌声 怎能忘记这段情 我的爱再见
不知那日再相见
再见了我的爱人 我将永远不会忘记你
也希望你不要把我忘记
也许我们还会有见面的一天 不是吗
我的爱我相信 总有一天能再见

别再为他流泪

别再为他流泪 - 梁静茹

作词:黄婷 作曲:易桀齐 编曲。吴庆隆

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好 就算了 心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
以后管他是谁

每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

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那天听这首歌
因为我被败犬女王这部戏感动了
然而很陶醉在这首歌
更喜欢它的意义
今天我更爱这首歌
傻傻的我
真的很傻
哈哈
如今我更体会到这首歌的意境
真的是
一首好歌 ^^
现在阴阴的天
冷冷的天气
下着毛毛雨
很适合听这首歌

My 23rd Birthday celebration

Every year my birthday celebration must be special
This year still the same
I am feels very glad
Because almost every year birthday
My friends was celebrated my birthday with me
I have very special birthday celebration this year
Penang trip birthday celebration
Even I was sick on 28th and 29th Nov
I am not able to play crazily with you all
But I still enjoy with my birthday
This year birthday is meaningful to me
From 28th till 29th
I am never alone for every moment
28th – First Station is Nyonya house
Second station is Buddhi Heart
Third Station is Golden Sand Resort Beach Carnival
Fourth Station is Ferringhi Garden
Fifth Station is Hard Rock Hotel
And celebrated my birthday at Fang ah yi Apartment
29th - First station is apartment swimming pool and playground
Second station is Toy Museum
I do not have any photos yet
End of my birthday celebration with my beloved jee mui
And I dinner with my good friend
Planned go to watch movie
But I was sick so cancelled
End of my birthday celebration
I want to thank to all my good jee mui and friend
Who accompany me along my 23rd birthday
And who called me, sms me and send me greeting through fb or msn or others
Thank you for you are still remember SmallFen birthday
I will never forget!!!

More photos on My 23rd Birthday Celebration

黑洞 black hole

黑洞里
In black hole
暗暗的
Very dark
看不到前面的路
I can't see the front road

黑洞里
In black hole
遇上你
Meets you
同样寂寞的我们
We are similarly lonely

黑洞里
In black hole
依靠你
Depends upon your
紧紧牵手向前走
Tight connecting rod to walk forward

黑洞里
In black hole
很不舍
Feel not let to go
看到了前方的路
Saw the road in front

走出黑洞
Went out from the black hole
就要学会放开手
Have to learn to let loose the hand
我们应该停止了
We to be supposed to stop
幸福结束了
Finishing happily

走出黑洞
Went out from the black hole
你要坚强走下去
You have strongly continue to walk
你要幸福走下去
You must able happily in future
我会祝福你
I will blessing you

走出黑洞
Went out from the black hole
彩虹在等待着你
The rainbow is waiting for you
幸福在等待着你
The happiness is waiting for you
你会幸福的
You will be happy

走出黑洞后
After went out form the black hole
我们从来没想到
We never thought that
我们走到这地步
We will step to this stage

你想念我
You think of me
我是知道的
I know that
我想念你
I think of you
你是知道的
You know that

你还不习惯
You still can't get used to it
我好心疼
I am feel so heartache
我好不舍
I am feel not let to go
不知道怎么收场
Don't know how to ends

我选择离开
I choose to leave
我只能离开
I only can leave
带着眼泪离开
Leaving with tears
我们没有选择
We have no choice
我没有资格去选择
I don't have qualifications to choose
（内容纯属虚构）
(The content is a sheer fabrication)


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刘惜君 - 退出

牵着你的手 感觉呼吸在颤抖
沉默了太久 开不了口
在你的背后 终于忍不住泪流
找一个借口 谁都可以先走

我们都不清楚爱到了 这个地步
昨天那么幸福 还有彼此的温度
眼泪那么无辜 却不敢追问错在何处
因为我们都怕 走出爱情的伤

街边的橱窗 还留着生日愿望
你不再请求 我的原谅
戒指在手上 还给你需要胆量
对视的眼光 我却无处躲藏

我们都不清楚爱到了 这个地步
昨天那么幸福 还有彼此的温度
眼泪那么无辜 却不敢追问错在何处
因为我们都怕 走出爱情的伤

你知道我和你 同一样 也不敢再说谎
只是这份爱情 该怎么收场 才圆满

昨天那么幸福 还有彼此的温度
眼泪那么无辜 却不敢追问错在何处
因为我们都怕 走出爱情的伤
因为我们都怕 留下爱情的伤

有你在身边的日子

深夜里
In the midnight
我想起你了
I m thinking of you
反复的看着我们的照片
Repeat look at our photo
回忆不断的放映
Memory continuous display
你的笑容
Your smile
不断的出现在我的脑海里
Continuous appear on my mind
你的笑容是我心中的太阳
Your smile is the sun of my heart
有你在身边的日子
The days you beside me
我不孤单
I m not alone
有你在身边的日子
The days you beside me
我不害怕
I m not afraid
有你在身边的日子
The days you beside me
我很快乐
I feel very happy
有你在身边的日子
The days you beside me
我很幸福
I feel very blissful
你是否也一样想念着我
Do you also miss me so much
听着那首属于我们的歌
Listen to our song
你有没有想起我呢
Do you thinking of me
收到你传来的信息
Received the sms from you
真的很开心
Feel very excited
因为你想我了
Because you miss me
我也想你了
I miss you also
我曾想过要忘记
I had thinking to forget
我曾想过要放手
I had thinking to give up
可是我们却是难舍难分
But we still loath to part from each other
还记得
Still remember
那个夜晚
The night
你知不知道
Do you know
我最舍不得的人就是你
The person I unwilling to let go is you
我一直都没有说出口
I keep it and do not tell you
你对我有多好
How good you are treating me
我知道的
I know
你对我的迁就
You always to accommodate yourself to me
我也知道
I also know
我对你多重要
How important I m for you
我不知道
I don’t know
你对我多重要
How important you for me
我不知道
I don’t know
这也许只是过渡期
May be this is just a transitional period
一切还是会回到原点
Everything will be return to the zero point
事情会不会就这样结束
This matter will be end up like this
我不知道
I don’t know
无论结局是怎样
No matter what the end
我们都还是最知心的好朋友
We always are intimate friend
因为你了解我我了解你
Because you understand me, I understand you
彼此相信对方
Trust each other very much
这是知心好友的友情
That’s the friendship between intimate and good friends
（内容纯属虚构）
(The content is a sheer fabrication)


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袁咏琳&周杰伦 - 画沙

作词：方文山 作曲：袁咏琳

午后的风摇晃枝桠 抖落了盛夏
我对着蝉认真说话 在对你牵挂
晚风轻敲着海沙 浪堆积起无暇
我跟纯真在比傻 爱上你放不下

这风景如画 （开满凤凰凤凰花）
院子里花洒 （浇灌着那种情话）
等最美的晚霞 等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来绝不会重画
许过的承诺我就不会再去拿
因为我爱你呀

将思念压成花 有你的记忆乾燥成瓶中沙
像沙漏般想着你滴滴达达
擦美美的趾甲 喝你泡的茶
原来幸福可以这麽优雅

不论多大风沙 路多分岔 我一样找到你呀
管它风怎麽刮 管雨又怎麽下
越痛我就越来（越潇洒）
不摘不属於自（己的花）
喔爱闪着泪光为你我可以当傻瓜

这风景如画 （开满凤凰凤凰花）
院子里花洒 （浇灌着那种情话）
等我们的童话 等誓言落下

everything return to zero point?

today..
wan story about myself..
wan story about my intern life..
i still remember..
the 1st day i meet them at Motorola..
time fly..
6 months is over..
its too fast.. too fast..
is it everything return to the zero point?
but i noe.. sure some changing there..
i m a shy girl..
i m a blur girl..
i m a careless girl..
i m a innocent girl..
in their eye.. i guess.. hehe..
i admit it..
only can be open and "wild" while i noe someone for long time..
hehe..
i noe.. they was so shocked the farewell nite..
haha.. tat's me..
wat the different in office and lab today?
hmm.. i think no..
haha..
i feel so glad to join this happy family..
i feel so So warmth..
coz.. everyone like me sister and brother..
take care me a lots..
and very friendly and helpful..
accompany me breakfast.. lunch.. tea and dinner..
be my driver.. haha..
accompany me go to play and try new foods..
i never feel alone during my intern..
bcoz of them..
i feel i m so So lucky..
thank you u all..
i will miss u all..
its too hard to have colleagues like u all..
colleagues like frens and family..
its too hard to find..




group photo in office.. hmm.. without choon yi, low and fatt







group photo in lab.. hmm.. where the another 1?? chaoz d..








here.. the cutest arnidcha and the most cool tan.. ^^

爱上一个不应该爱的人

还没有离开
Still haven’t leaving yet
就已经很舍不得你
Already feel unwilling to let you go
舍不得离开你
Unwilling to leaving you
还没有离开
Still haven’t leaving yet
就已经为你落泪了
Already drop tears because of you
眼泪一直在掉
Tears keep dropping
我以为自己
I thought myself
没那么爱你
Do not love you so much
要离开了才知道
When want to leave you I only realize
最舍不得的人就是你
the person I unwilling to let go is you
我知道
I know
我离开以后
After I leave
你一点都不难过
You will never feel sad
你一点也不在乎
You will never care about

爱上一个不应该爱的人
Love a person that shouldn’t love
这份爱永远都说不出口
This is forever unspeakable love
不要让我看着你离开
Don’t let me see you are leaving
我会很难过
I will feel very sad

爱上一个不应该爱的人
Love a person that shouldn’t love
我会忍痛自己默默离开
I will bear the painful and leaving quietly
给你我最真诚的祝福
Giving you sincere bless from me
我要你幸福
I want you blissful
很想听到你也说
Very wish to listen from you
你也舍不得我
You also unwilling to let me go
你也会伤心难过
You also will feel sad
你也曾经为我动过心
You also had touch by me
我就已经很满足
I will feel satisfy
我会不习惯没有你的日子
I will not get used to be when the days without you
一样会思念着你
Always missing you
也同时试着忘记你
At the same moment I will try to forget you
（内容纯属虚构）
(The content is a sheer fabrication)


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袁咏琳 - 唱首歌因为思念

作词：古小力 作曲：袁咏琳

期待每一天 多一点想念 没有离别
美丽旧画面 每一天回味一点点
要勇敢向前 是你在我手机的留言
当现实上演 吞下记忆的眼泪味道咸咸
手指弹着琴弦 不让情绪太蔓延
梦想中的心愿 还在不会被妥协

我唱一首歌 听见你的从前 在我耳边
唱出我的思念还在翻阅
重温每一页 温暖了夜
眼前 走的路还遥远 我不会后退
不管再辛苦 我会勇敢向前
唱首歌 因为思念

我有些改变 有些话学会留在嘴边
还有些缺点 还要多一点时间
偶尔会失眠 因为你不在身边
会坚强一点 我知道不可能停在从前

不想和你分开 我的未来 希望会精彩
会有改变 还会有冒险
爱仅仅放在心里面 微笑拥抱每个明天

什么... what...

什么天气 让你留下来
Any weather lets you keep down
什么心情 让我留下来
any mood to let me keep down
什么原因 你愿意等待
any reason you to be willing to wait for
什么时候 我开始等待
when I do start to wait for

不爱等待的我们
does not like us who waited for
从那天开始等待
from that day starting
等待一个没有结果的结局
waited for the zero result

很想对你说我懂
very to want to tell you I understand
从我认识你开始
since I knew you
我知道我是短暂的过云雨
I know I was the short showers

能够遇见你
can meet you
已经很满足
already very much to satisfy
没有期望什么
had not expected
没有奢望什么
didn't have the any wild hope

那首歌的词义
that song words
那首歌的意思
that song meaning
那首歌的心情
that song mood
那首歌的意境
that song ideal
怎么那么熟悉
condition how that to be familiar
是你得心情吗
was your mood

我想给你一个拥抱
I wants to give you one hug
一个一秒的拥抱
hug within a second
可是我没有那个勇气
I don’t have that courage

我想给你一个回忆
I to want to give you one recollects
一个一天的回忆
a day-long recollection
可是不懂你愿不愿意
I not sure do you willing

我迷上
I to be infatuated with
你那天真的笑容
your innocent real smiling face
我迷上
I to be infatuated with
脱下面具的真你
the real you when takes off the mask

只想好好珍惜
only to want to treasure
你留下给我的回忆
the recollection you leave for me
那灿烂可爱的笑容
is that bright and lovable smiling face
我不会忘记
I will not forget

说不出口的话语
does not export the words
会不会后悔
will regret or not

若说出口了
if speak out
却又改变不到结局
also cannot change the end
什么决定
what decision
都是遗憾
actually also regrettable
那短暂的幸福
that short happiness
那不能说出口的爱
that unspeakable love
留在心里就好
just keep in the heart
什么时候
to be good
我都会记得有个你
I will always remember a person like you
（内容纯属虚构）
(The content is a sheer fabrication)


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袁咏琳 - 热气球
作词：袁詠琳、陳芯儀、黃淩嘉
作曲：袁咏琳
专辑：同名专辑Cindy

甜心是你 蜜糖是我 爱情就像热气球
越飞越高 越飞越远
重力加速度 想飞到外太空
一见锺情 幻想被爱神的箭穿过
害羞说出口
把天空变成美丽粉红色
还有心型云朵 快乐那麽多
甜蜜那麽浓 就像Cappuccion少不了泡沫

我想牵着你的手 跟你到最後
爱上你的笑容 和你的温柔
却还没说出口
爱情就像一场梦 没有确定的结果
手心紧紧握住这花火
我只想为你心动 到永久

童话的故事里 昨天的偶像剧 那麽熟悉
每分每秒每个细节动静 有你才有意义
快乐那麽多 甜蜜那麽浓
星星点缀夜空 而你照亮我

我想牵着你的手 跟你到最後
爱上你的笑容 和你的温柔
却还没说出口
爱情就像一场梦 没有确定的结果
手心紧紧握住这花火
我只想为你心动 到永久

他们说年轻幻想的爱情 是随性的游戏
是短暂的恋情
与你相遇是世界上最不可思议
你的好让我相信 真爱的契机
原来幸福离我那麽近

我想牵着你的手 跟你到最後
爱上你的笑容 和你的温柔
却还没说出口
我想牵着你的手 跟你到最後
爱上你的笑容 和你的温柔
却还没说出口
爱情就像一场梦 没有确定的结果
手心紧紧握住这火花 我只想为你心动
到永久 Ha~到永久

你不是我的

你沉默的陪伴着我　　我们都不多说
You keep quite and accompany me We do not talk much
只要都在彼此身旁　　就已经很满足
As long as we are side by side Already feel satisfy
我知道我也很清楚　　站在边沿徘徊
I know I also understand Standing at the side hesitate

你留下陪伴我　　我知道是我想太多
You stay back and accompany me I knew is I think too much
我留下陪伴你　　是我真心想陪伴你　　
I stay back and accompany you It’s I want to accompany you
没有特别原因
Without any reason

不能给你留下什么　　留下什么给你
Cannot preserve you what What I can preserve for you
只能给你留下回忆　　留下我的背影
Only can preserve you a memory Preserve you my sight of my back

哦．．．
Oh….
你说我是你的　　我说你不是我的
You said I m yours I said you are not mine
我还是我　　你还是你
I m still myself You are still is you
我不会是你的　　你不会是我的
I will not be yours You also won’t be mine

哦．．．
Oh….
我是我的　　你是你的
Mine is mine Yours is yours
我是你的　　你不是我的
I m yours You are not mine
你是你的　　我是我的
You is yours Me is mine
你是我的　　我还是我的
You are mine I m still is mine

哦．．．
Oh….
你不是我的　　我不是你的
You are not mine I m not yours
我们只是好朋友　　也许只不过是过客
We only are good friends May be we only are passing visitor
我们都是清白的
We are nothing between us
彼此有的感觉　　也许只是我的错觉
Having feeling to each others It’s may only my illusion
我们只是好朋友
We are good friend

我要忘记你　　可是现在我做不到
I want to forget you But I cant do it by now
我离开以后　　我想我可以忘记你
After I leave I guess I can forget you
我离开以后　　一切都会回到原点
After I leave Everything will be return to zero point
（内容纯属虚构）
(The content is a sheer fabrication)


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暗恋 - 张智成

四目交接的时候 不要停留太久
适可而止的问候 关心不能太过
好奇也别去探索 妒嫉只能深锁
如果忍不住寂寞 也不能对你说

啊 好朋友 啊 我的好朋友
不小心的沉默 不想让你太难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
相信我们走到另一个境界
搭肩高唱友谊万万岁
要是我爱你变成了语言
什么会多一些 什么会少一些

就让别人去猜测 我们清白的很
就让自己去承受 那种清白的闷
就算我只是朋友 能不能有要求
如果会发生什么 也是我想太多

啊 好朋友 就只是好朋友
不小心说出口 微笑中藏着难过
我们就站在落地窗的两边
就算触碰也有了界限
如果跨越过彼此那道边界
是靠近还是更遥远
你会不会也曾闪过这感觉
一念之间就要差一点
要是我爱你 变成了利剑
什么会被消灭 什么才会复原

那是我的底线 继续将你暗恋

泪了

看着我们的照片
Look at our photo
笑得多么的开心
Smile is so happy
你的笑容
Your smile
印在我的心中
Stamp in my heart
我的笑容
My smile
你是否还记得
Do you still remember

那颗很难被溶解的冰心
That's heart which is hard to dissolve
已经溶解了
Already dissolve
那颗很难被解开的心结
That's heart which is hard to untie
已经解开了
Already untie

当你不敢面对着我
When you not dare to face me
当我不敢面对着你
When I not dare to face you
我们都不敢眼神交流
We are not dare to stare on each other
我们开始逃避
We start to evade
我们不敢坦白
We are not dare to frank

我知道
I know
我明白
I understand
我接受
I accept

在你离开的那一刻
At the moment you leaving
我真的很舍不得你
I m really unwilling to let you go
在我离开的那一刻
At the moment I m leaving
你是否会舍不得我
Do you willing to let me go?

心中的那份情意
The sentiment in the heart
心中的那个不舍
The unwilling to let go in the heart

我们的心都知道
Our heart will know it


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泪了 - 曾沛慈

词曲：修 编曲：东城卫

天快亮了 能不能别离开呢
沉默像首悲伤的歌 无声视线却模糊了
你要走了 也带走所有快乐
甜蜜的片段散落了
你倦了 心冷了 我哭了

那流星闪过 我们许下一个愿望
要在一起 绝不分离 你怎麽放弃了

星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过
当你放开了手 离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪忍住 不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远 离开我

离开我了 梦醒了还剩什麽
我要的幸福消失了
你的心曾经属於我的

那流星闪过 我们许下一个愿望
要在一起 绝不分离 你怎麽放弃了

星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过
当你放开了手 离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪忍住 不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远 离开我

有过的快乐我都记得
回忆还旋转着 爱怎麽停了
我们都泪了

星空在闪烁 像你的眼泪 悄悄划过
当你放开了手 离开的时候
有没有一点舍不得我
泪光在闪烁 而我的眼泪忍住 不敢坠落
我还留在黑暗中守候
你却已经远远 离开

你...

一大清早
In the very early morning
看到你可爱的笑容
I saw your lovable smile
储存在我的记忆
Keep in my re-collection
心情阳光一整天
Mood is sunny all the days
什么难题都不再难
What problems also become no problems
曾经酷酷的那张脸
The cool cool face
现在不再酷了
Now already no longer cool
暖化了我的冰心
Warmth my ice heart
认真专心的那张脸
The serious working face
深深的吸引我
Attract me deeply
我着迷你的侧脸
I fascinated to your side face
有你的关心
With your concern
我的生活不再担心
My life become without worries
有你的陪伴
With you accompany
我的日子不再孤单
My days become not lonely
我就觉得很满足
I feel so satisfy
有你在身旁
With you beside me
我什么都不再怕
I will not afraid anymore
（内容纯属虚构）
(The content is a sheer fabrication)


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张韶涵 - 摇摆头

作词：陈伟/陈太太 作曲：陈伟

你很怪没逻辑傻笑很可爱
上班规距你也很早睡
陪你游山玩水 on this summer day
不吃肉身材好 喜欢所有我的好
傻呼呼的让我好想笑
你没有无聊宅男的烦恼

我确定离不开你 可能是有一点神奇
只是你没有钱 但我一点都不在意

我已深深爱上你 我希望你会懂
记得你 对我表白说的那些话
我真的已深深爱上你 你不要再怀疑
下了场即时雨 透心凉忽然间
我心飞扬一整个夏天

你很乖摇摆头脸红得可爱
上班规矩你也很早睡
没事陪我放空 on this summer day

我想我离不开你 可能是有一点神奇
每天和你一起是我最甜美的幸运
我真的已深深爱上你
你不要再怀疑 想太多
我的心中永远只有你

我已深深爱上你 你不要不相信
记得你 曾经对我说的那些话
我真的已深深爱上你 你不要再怀疑
下了场即时雨 透心凉忽然间
我心飞扬一整个夏天

我已深深爱上你

爱~不归路

谁能告诉我？
告诉我你心中的爱？
告诉我当你开始对他/她又感觉时是怎样的？
会不会是这样的
当你伤心开心的时候
第一个人就会想到他
当你寂寞孤单的时候
第一个就会想到他
在任何情况任何事情
第一个想到的人就是他
刚开始的时候
都不敢正视对方
不久后就会开始对视
感觉到对方给自己的在乎
看见对方的时候
会紧张心跳加速
会很在乎对方关心对方
做一些平常不会做的事
为了对方什么都可以
只是爱的开始..
知不知道
最悲哀的爱情是什么？
是一段没有结果的爱情
是一段明明相爱又不能在一起的爱情
只有付出没有结果的爱
有谁遇过？
那是幸福的?
还是悲哀的？
感觉可以控制吗？
可以说不想就不想吗？
可以说不爱就不爱吗？
常常有人说
别那么傻
不要为了没有结果的爱付出
应该把自己拉出来
不要再越踩越深不能自拔
那是当事人要的吗？
难道他们不痛苦吗？
难道他们不会想要停止吗？
那种想爱又不能爱的感觉很好吗？
那种永远只能当做回忆的回忆？
他们只能偷偷的关心对方
他们只能偷偷的在乎对方
他们只能偷偷的吃醋
他们只能偷偷的伤心
不敢再进一步的走下去
因为他们都懂这是
不归路的爱
（内容纯属虚构）

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张韶涵 - 偶尔

我们都曾经失去爱情
从你的身上我认识刻骨铭心
错过的花季 我的心也纠结沉底
我们都曾非常努力
却常常的叹息 常常有了疑问句
所以我离去
偶尔很清醒 偶尔却抗拒
偶尔有睡意 偶尔很煽情
当我们反复练习 想让爱归零
但无能为力
偶尔很开心 偶尔却下雨
偶尔又梦醒 偶尔很想你
但我们总是安静 也做了决定
却不要再见你

张韶涵 - 看得最远的地方

张韶涵 - 看得最远的地方

作词：姚若龙 作曲：陈小霞

你是第一个发现我
越面无表情越是心里难过
所以当我不肯落泪地颤抖
你会心疼的抱我在胸口

你比谁都还了解我
内心的渴望比表面来得多
所以当我跌断翅膀的时候
你不扶我但陪我学忍痛

我要去看得最远的地方
和你手舞足蹈聊梦想
像从来没有失过望受过伤
还相信敢飞就有天空那样

我要在看得最远的地方
披第一道曙光在肩膀
被泼过太冷的雨滴和雪花
更坚持微笑要暖得像太阳

有时候觉得我们很不一样
你能看见我看不到的地方
有时候又觉得我们很像
都爱仰起头不听命运的话

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this song is for u.. ^^

怎么了

怎么了我怎么了
怎么还会那么想念你
我等待的你在那里
你到底在那里？
我找不到你
你对我的好是什么
我对你的好是什么
我怎么会忽然很在乎你
却会忽然的把你遗忘
我是怎么了怎么了
寂寞没事做的时候
就会想起你
很想传信息给你
可是又怕打扰你
怎么了我怎么了
想你时会失去方向
坚强哪里去
很想被你保护着
却怕太过依赖你
被你关心的时候
很害怕
害怕自己玩得太入戏
不被你注意的时候
很伤心
伤心你不再在乎我了
你在哪里?
我找不到你
（内容纯属虚构）

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陶喆 - 暗恋

作词: 陶喆 / 娃娃 作曲: 陶喆

Still lonely still loney

昨晚又再见到你 你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说 就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离 就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境

告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你
So lonely

So here I am, standing all alone.
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am, waiting just for you.
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
So lonely

今晚渴望再见你 虽然只是在梦里
短暂的甜蜜也胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有诚意 只要能感动你
我愿意

So here I am, standing all alone.
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am, waiting just for you.
开放我所有 我要为你怎么做你才接受我（才接受我）
我喜欢你（我喜欢你）我要你（我要你）
我爱你

So here I am, standing all alone（standing all alone）
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
So here I am, waiting just for you.
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
I'm lonely

故事就说到这里 就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了 其余是秘密
在那某一个街头 会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌 我多爱你 Jenny

沉默的夜晚

今天的你显然不一样

今天的我也有点不安

最后的一个夜晚

就只剩下的几个小时

我们都没有多说话

原来别人都看得出来

我们之间是有些东西

在你跟我说

我最舍不得的就是你

我还是没有感觉到什么

我们的手始终要分开

在你转身离开的瞬间

看着你的身影慢慢的离去

才开始觉得有点失落

回到家的时候

我不敢相信我自己

原来我也舍不得你

掉下伤心的眼泪

我不知道我几时会后悔

后悔我没有坦白

090909之梦醒时分

灰暗的天空
心情显得更加的低落
梦醒了
别再沉睡了
别再活在梦里了
你问我谁欺骗了我
我可不可以说
那个人就是你
是我想得太多
不是你做得太多
什么嫉妒
是我敏感
什么疼爱
是我多情
什么疑惑
是我多心
什么猜测
是我愚蠢
没有勇气的爱
原来是那么无助的
直到这一刻
才知道我有多在乎你
早知道会发生
怎么还会难过呢
早知道会难过
怎么还会陷下去
在我的心中
以前的你
现在的你
后来的你
永远是我捉摸不到的心
祝福你

so special.. so different.. so nice.. so freedom.. so substantial.. so meaningful week.. ^^

this week..
i feel so special.. so different.. so nice.. so freedom..
haha.. conclusion.. i m so happy..~!!
yeah.. i cant believe tat.. i so long time din exercise..
still able to hike to the air itam dam..

though feel some uncomfortable in d half way..
but after tat ok d..
hehe..~ so nice..
the view is so nice...
i m so look forward for the coming hiking..
so excited..~!!
keracut.. penang hill.. i m coming... !!!
hahaha~!!!
pantai keracut is the place tat i dreaming to go since secondary sch..
but we always failed to plan..
now... finally... i will be there soon.. ^^
wat so different tis week..???
i oso dunno wat d different..
just feel different...
may be.. closer with colleagues d..
then feeling different kua...
hehe..~ though i m so worry about my project..
but i will try my best..~!!
haha.. today.. actually should be very tired..
but i cant sleep.. n feel so energetic..
dunno y.. hehe..
today.. is ah bit convo..
though so rush.. but eventually..
they wait for me.. to take photo with ah bit..
hehe... congratulations oo.. Ah Bit..
dai gor nui d.. hehe..
saw every fren convo photo.. feel i oso wan convo..
but my convo will be next year sept or oct..
so long time to reach..
feel so sorry to some of my frens..
sorry for i din concern about which date is ur convo..
sorry for not attending..
sorry... really feel sorry..
i only noe when u all convo when u all uploaded ur convo photos..
i feel i m too bad.. not concern about u all...
hope tat u all won mind..
greet u all to urs photo album.. hope tat it's not too late.. ^^
wish u all have a bright future..
oh ya... today so surprise..
met my pri sch fren at usm..
haha.. really surprise lo.. hehe
haiz... talk so much.. seems out of topic ..
dun care d.. i just wan story about.. =p
hmm.. feel so special.. when i listen to some song..
feel some miss u lo.. haha..
wat r u doin there??
but i noe u all won read my blog loh...
so no need state who i miss here.. wahaha..
secret secret.. shh...........
tis week.. feel quite substantial..
coz i think i m using every mins every second substantially..
conclusion for this week..
It's so Meaningful..~

病的领悟

会不会觉得这几天
我都不在这里出现
因为我病了
这场病让我醒了
星期一晚上
我有食物中毒的迹象
半夜看了医生
隔天竟然发烧了
四天没上班
食物中毒而已
一定觉得很夸张吧
谁叫我也有发烧
也因为这发烧
让我胡思乱想了
一天后还是不能好转
只好通知父母
这几天我很担心
爸爸妈妈也很担心
因为我发烧常常不能退
会不会的了那恐怖的H1N1
我真得很怕虽然知道应该不是得了那流感
可是为什么我发烧不能退
爸爸开始念了
说吩咐我不要乱跑
不要去多人流的地方
不要去商场，空调，空气不流通的地方
不要去戏院看戏
可是我就是偏偏不听
如果真的不小心得了A流感
要怎么办才好！！！
爸爸不停的念，不停的念…
其实当我开始发烧的时候我已经开始彷徨了
我怕因为我的任性得了流感
传染给同事，朋友，家人
我才开始害怕，后悔没听爸爸的话
如果真的中招
后悔也来不及了
这时候我才醒过来
爸爸说得没错
我也知道为什么他那么严厉
其实我想借此分享给我的朋友
我得了这场病的教训
我们年轻人常说要中怎样都会中
不要把自己的性命当作赌注
我们是有责任去保护自己的生命
减少得到A流感的感染的机会
现在那里都有可能会感染到
我们能做的只有避免
除了工作读书外尽量减少外出
不是我们要去往坏的方面去想
而是事实告诉我们这是无药可医的
我们只是要减少坏的事情发生
为什么要把自己的生命拿来开玩笑？
可能我出去我不会感染呢？
可是会不会每一次都那么幸运呢？
所以当你要出外娱乐时
不如先想想身边的亲人
如果你感染了你的家人会怎样？
你会传染给他们？
如果你没有传染给他们
你也会让他们担心伤心难过
失去亲人的那种伤痛你知道吗？
那种要白头人送黑头人的感受你懂吗？
不只这样，你也会传染给身边的朋友，同事…
知不知道流感怎么越传越凶吗？
别把责任全推给政府
如果我们也合作也会预防的话
会不会减少得到流感的人数？
我们要对自己的健康负责任
也要对别人的健康负责任
不要真的感染了才来后悔当初为何“不”…
朋友我醒了！
一起预防A流感！！！

你离开以后

有你的日子
我觉得很开心
我们相识的时间
虽然很短
相处的时间也很短
曾经开心的时候
曾经被你安慰的时候
曾经被你保护的时候
每分每秒我都珍惜
我都会刻在心上
你离开以后
我才发现
自己不知觉的
对你有了感觉
开始思念你
你离开以后
对着手机
日日夜夜
等待你的信息
开始后悔了
我们都知道
当初的犹豫
是多么的不甘
我们都明白
我们的处境
是多么的不甘
开不了口的表白
是多么的悲哀
没有缘分的爱情
是多么的可惜
至少我们曾经拥有
那美丽的回忆
就让它永远锁在心中

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很久没有写文章了
忽然有灵感
听了这首歌
忽然联想到这个意境

By2 - 我知道

作词:于萱 作曲:于萱


从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过骄纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中


从来没想过 不能再和你牵手
委屈时候没有你 陪着我心痛
一切都是我 太过娇纵 以为你会懂
一直忘了说 我有多感动

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
我们都知道彼此心中
其实 这份爱没停过

曾经完整幸福的梦 在脑海里头
我多希望你 还在我左右

我知道你还是爱着我
虽然 分开的理由 我们都已接受
你知道我会有多难过
所以 即使到最后 还微笑着要我加油
我知道你还放不下我
才会 在离开时 闭着眼没有回头
答应你 我会好好过
不让 这些眼泪白流

1 month 3 weeks..

tis week..
quite special week for me..
1st week tat supervisor not here..
also is the week tat i go out a lots..
many 1st try..
the week farewell with some trainees..
hmm.. seems ntg talk about my job..
i have feeling tat i never had be4..
thurs and fri nitez oso is farewell..
how i describe my feeling on tat fri nitez..
we go to ate our dinner sunshine there..
seems the time is pass so fast..
so fast 8pm d..
we gonna go to queensbay cinema d..
so fast.. we enter to hall 8..
the seat F1-F4 really nobody sit..
dunno y.. i just not really concerntrate to the harry potter..
may be tired d..
so fast so fast.. the movie end d..
i totally blur with the story..
11 smtg d..
the time to leave d..
but i dun have any feel yet..
take some photo.. and dismiss..
after fetch all the frens back..
on the way i go back my home..
the feeling is start..
the feel that i very bu she de..
i bu she de to let u go..
i keep listen to the song "never say never"
really have the strong feeling with it..
feel wanna cry d..
the lyrics chorus is
"don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go,
don't let me go.."
i really have the feel..
wat to do??
tis is our fate..
really hope to c u all again.. ^^
wish u all good luck n everything smooth goin..

1 month 2 weeks..

2 weeks story here..
get used to my job d..
almost 1 months liao only have orientation here..
know some new frens here..
feel lucky happy n glad to meet them here..
tis 2 weeks seems like so fast..
many things happen..
tat i only realize tat..
i do some mistake in d middle..
even myself oso dunno..
after happen i only realize..
i remember got 1 ppl said me..
"not i cool.. is u too hot"
haha.. such a good phrase..
i will never forgot..
m i too hot?? haha..i dunno..
then got another ppl asked me..
"y u so quite??"
erm.. actually i oso dun wan be quite..
but i really dunno wat to talk.. wat to ask..
nobody ask me question then mah keep quite n listen to ppl lo..
coz i dunno wat to interrupt oso mah..
sometimes i just feel i m too cool or too quite..
i noe i look fierce n unamiable..
so i try to let myself hot hot.. =p
but.. seems i doin in the wrong way..
hmm.. i really dunno..
may be i really too naive..
i dunno wat should do.. wat should not do.. wat its mean..
just a conclusion for myself..
too naive.. too blur.. too hot..
haha..
i dunno myself oso la..
let's it be natural..
dun wan think too much..
tis 2 weeks..
feel get close to my colleagues d..
bcoz of the team building kua..
haha..
n get to know more people..
its such a good thing for me..
working environment n world n ppl..
really different..
tat's wat i can say.. haha..
to be continue..~