2009/12/31

Last day of 2009

Last day of 2009
I m doin ntg at home..
As usual..
fbING msnING
dunno y
today I feel a bit tired
I feel a bit moody
I feel a bit down
Izzit bcoz of 2009 gonna to end soon??
haha.. 2009.. 1 year.. 365 days..
So many thing happened..
Can I recall back all the memories..
Let me have a try..

**Jan 09
After MCAD course continue my last sem..
Change my curly hair style >> straight hair..
Langkawi trip with uum frens..
CNY hang out with many old old good frens ^^

**Feb 09
Busy Assignments.. Tests.. Projects..
March 09
My grandma had pass away
Senior convo

**Apr 09
Busy final projects.. busy all the projects..
Busy prepared last final exam..
Busy exam..
Busy farewell..
Busy take photos..

**May 09
Busy exam..
Busy take photos with uum frens..
Prepared internship..

**June 09
Started internship..
Know many good good colleagues..
Orientation.. Know many trainees..
Car crashing experiences..
Car no battery experience..

**July 09
1st team building aka pk bachelor night..
Snake temple unforgotten memory..
Lost at Sg Dua experience..
Trainees' Farewell..
Car crashing experiences..

**Aug 09
Food poison..
Air Itam Dam hiking..
Frens convo..
Trainees' Farewell..

**Sept 09
Rushed intern projects..
2nd team building aka Cheong bachelor night..
Trainees' Farewell..
Car crashing experiences..

**Oct 09
Rushed intern projects..
Cheong wedding dinner..
Trainees' Farewell..
Low Bday TGIF celebration
Free thank you meal..

**Nov 09
Rushed intern projects..
Ate very delicious tang yuan(i still miss it^^)
Straighten my hair..
Tyre puncture..
Take photos..
My gorgeous 23rd bday celebration..
My farewell..

**Dec 09
Back to uum presentation project..
Submitted project report..
Applied jobs..
Practice interview..(lolz)
Measure floor at home..

From the list above..
I found tat.. i have half year memory at Motorola..
It's a unforgotten memory which is stamp into my heart forever..
Many experiences i gained during the intern period..
Many sweet memories i gained during the intern period..
I will never forget it..
I hope they will never forget me oso.. haha..
A blur girl..
But at last.. they found.. i can be very wild..
haha..
But.. really thx to them..
Everyone of them is helped me much..
Especially few of them..
Treat me extremely GOOD.. that i cant express by words..
And now..
I wan to draw a very beautiful full stop to my 2009..
A very very very very very very very very...........SPECIAL 2009
Though.. 2009 included sad memories..
But it's still unique for me..
Some memory i won experience twice again..
Once in my life..
Bye bye 2009..
It's would be another start for me tml..
Wish my frens and myself will have a good and lucky start of 2010..

2009/12/30

Already Gone

Trust between you and me
Does it's still alive
I don't know what should I do
I don't know when you are true
I can't catch your heart
I can't get your heart

You'll only remember me
When you're alone
You'll only need me
When you're bored
That's not a true love
It's because you're lonely
I m just your equipment

You do not love me
What you told me
All is lies
Is lies
You never said
That you love me
Just I misunderstood it

You do not love me
What you have done
All is stupid
Is stupid
Believe your words
Every words you said
I care and remember

And now I know
It was a dream
I shouldn't hesitate
It's time to go
Someone that should go

No matter you are true to me
No matter you are lie to me
I know it'll be come to the end
So I already gone
Already gone from your world
(内容纯属虚构)
(The content is a sheer fabrication)

============================================

Kelly Clarkson - Already Gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye
Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you
Now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry
Started with a perfect kiss
Then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so
I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories, they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road
Someone's gotta go
And I want you to know
You couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on
So I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right
When you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on
So I'm already gone

2009/12/28

爱错 Love Wrongs

想着你的脸
Think of your face
想着你的眼
Think of your eye
想着你的笑
Think of your smile
想着你的声
Think of your voice
让我如此着迷
It’s let me fascinated
怎么才能忘记
How to forget
忘记你的脸
Forget your face
忘记你的眼
Forget your eye
忘记你的笑
Forget your smile
忘记你的声
Forget your voice
让我如此痛苦
It’s let me feel so suffer
怎么才能摆脱
How only can get out of it
常常爱错
Always love wrong
爱错不应该爱的人
Love wrong the person shouldn’t to love
是我的问题
It’s my problem
爱错不爱自己的人
Love wrong the person who doesn’t love me
是我的愚蠢
It’s I m stupid
既然不能真心爱我
If can’t whole-hearted to love me
就别拨动我的心
Please do not touch my heart
既然不能给我幸福
If can’t give me happiness
就别对我太过好
Please do not treat me too good
你让我对你动了心
You let me move you to
你让我对你动了情
You to let me get excited to you
你现在却告诉我
But now you told me
你爱的人不是我
The one you love is not me
你不能给我幸福
You can’t give me happiness
是我的错
It’s my fault
是我自做多情
Is I from does full of affection
是我一厢情愿
Is I one-sided wishes
是我自找苦吃
Is I invites trouble
是我
Is me
千错万错都是我的错
All is my fault
(内容纯属虚构)
(The content is a sheer fabrication)

===============================================

如果你爱我 因为我爱你
演唱:陈明

容颜犹如流沙
从来没有人可以留住它
常对你说的话
像在无力自拔
心头手一碰有点麻
沉默过了几夜
我们之间又多了条伤疤
还能走到这里
已经似是神话
那种感觉有谁懂得
如果你爱我是因为我爱你
我宁愿受罪也不要这种报答
如果你爱我是因为我爱你
是轮回还是一种变相惩罚

爱情犹如流沙
越担心失去只有向上爬
心明明在流血
还要笑着回答
眼泪让视线有点花
等到过了几夜
我们之间又多了条伤疤
把幸福作为代价
难道你可以吗
真的和我擦出火花
如果你爱我是因为我爱你
我宁愿受罪也不要这种报答
如果你爱我是因为我爱你
是轮回还是一种变相惩罚

如果你爱我是因为我爱你
我宁愿受罪也不要这种报答
如果你爱我是因为我爱你
是轮回还是一种变相惩罚

容颜犹如流沙
从来没有人可以留住它

2009/12/25

Christmas of 2009

Could you tell me..
How do you celebrate your Christmas this year?
1) What do you do on Christmas eve??
ME>>
I’m just stay at home as usual..
Countdown at fb.. lolz..
Chat with some old frens..
Quite a peace and bored Christmas T.T
2) What do you do on Christmas??
ME>>
Early morning went to Sri Rambai pasar met my old good frens..
Feel so good..~
Then..stay at home all the day..
3) What do you wish on Christmas??
ME>>
I’m wish everyone beside me are happy and healthy..
I’m wish I can get a job offer soon..
I’m wish my life can change to another phase soon..
Wish everyone have a wonderful Christmas this year.. ^^

2009/12/24

Last Christmas

Wham! - Last Christmas

Last Christmas
I gave you my heart
But the very next day you gave it away
This year
To save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
Once bitten and twice shy
I keep my distance
But you still catch my eye
Tell me baby
Do you recognize me?
Well, It's been a year
It doesn't surprise me
I wrapped it up and sent it
With a note saying I love you
I meant it
Now I know what a fool I've been
But if you kissed me now
I know you'd fool me again
A crowded room
Friends with tired eyes
I'm hiding from you
And your soul of ice
My god I thought you were
Someone to rely on
Me?
I guess I was a shoulder to cry on
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover but you tore me apart
Now I've found a real love you'll never fool me again
A face on a lover with a fire in his heart
A man under cover buy you tore him apart
Maybe next year I'll give it to someone
I'll give it to someone special.

How many times I posted this song to my blog?
I forgot
Finally I forgot
But I think is 5th time if not wrong
Last year Christmas was my first Christmas celebration
The memory still fresh
The feeling celebrated in church
Really different
That’s time, I still remember I with you all
With our MCAD instructor Adri
And my coursemates
How much do you remember?
Last year Christmas was special
I feel I am lucky
Because celebrated Christmas with you all
This year Christmas I think will be peace in home again
Haha
Let’s refresh and recall my memory of 2008 Christmas at Changlun
More photos on Christmas Eve 2008
Send my greeting to my friends here.. ^^
Merry Christmas 2009~
Wish my beloved friends.. DreamZ come TRUE ya.. ^^

你知不知道 Do you know

宁静的空间
The silent space
控制不了我想你
Unable to control myself to think of you
你知不知道
Do you know?
我也很伤心 我也很难过
I also feel heartbroken I also feel sad
我更舍不得 你离开我身边
I am unwilling to let go To let you go by my side
你知不知道
Do you know?
你不在 我很想念你
You’re not around I am very missing you
你不在 我没有心情
You’re not around I am moody
你不在 我很不习惯
You’re not around I can’t get used to it
你不在 我没有胃口
You’re not around I don’t have appetite
没有勇气说爱你
Do not brave to tell I love you
也没有勇气拥抱你
Also do not brave to hug you
因为我知道
Because I know
我不能拥有你 也不能给你幸福
I am unable to own you Also unable to give you happiness
你知不知道
Do you know?
恨自己 让你那么伤心
Hate myself Let you feel heartbroken
恨自己 霸占了你的心
Hate myself Occupy your heart
恨自己 自私的霸占你
Hate myself Occupy you selfishly
恨自己 没有勇气坦白
Hate myself Do not brave to be frank
希望你把我忘记
Hope you able to forget me
忘记我这自私的人
Forget me who am so selfish
霸占你的心
Occupy your heart
却又不肯放手 却不能给你承诺
And not let you go And unable to give you promises
忘记我
Forget me
我不值得你的泪
I am not valuable for your tears
我会让你忘记我
I’ll let you forget me
放弃我
Abandon me
(内容纯属虚构)
(The content is a sheer fabrication)

============================================================

tank - 如果我变成回忆

累了 照惯例努力清醒着
也照惯例想你了
好怕一放心睡了 心跳在梦中
不听话的就停止了
听着 呼吸像浪潮摆动着
越美丽越让我忐忑
我还能珍惜什么
如果我连自己的脉搏 都难掌握

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以让他陪你 我不怪你

快乐 什么时候会结束呢
哪一刻是最后一刻
想把你紧紧抱着
可知你是我生命中的 最舍不得

如果我变成回忆 退出了这场生命
留下你错愕哭泣
我冰冷身体 拥抱不了你
想到我让深爱的你人海孤独旅行
我会恨自己 如此狠心
如果我变成回忆 终于没那么幸运
没机会白着头发
蹒跚牵着你 看晚霞落尽
漫长时光总有一天你会伤心痊愈
若有人可以 让他陪你
如果我变成回忆 最怕我太不争气
顽固的赖在空气 霸占你心里每一寸空隙
原来依然爱我的你痛苦承受失去
这样不公平 请你尽力 把我忘记

2009/12/22

再见我的爱人 GOODBYE MY LOVE

那天你问我
That day you asked me
会不会再相见
Will we meet again?
我们都知道
We knew
我们不会再相见
We will not meet again
那个最后的夜晚
That last night
我看着你离开
I watched you leaved me
心中有好多不舍
My heart is unwilling to let you go
不能再见你
Can’t meet you
我会永远记得你
I’ll always remember you
我会永远怀念你
I’ll always missing you
哦…
Oh…
我们会再遇见
We’ll meet again
就在你的婚礼
During your wedding
我们会再相见
We’ll meet again
就在你的婚礼
During your wedding
我们再相见的时候
When we meet again
也许会变得很陌生
May be the relation will become strange
哦…
Oh…
我爱的人
My love
我会灌醉自己
I’ll make myself drunk
来麻醉我的伤痛
To anesthetize my heart-broken
我爱的人
My love
你一定会幸福
You must be blissful
我会永远守护你
I’ll watch on you forever
再见我的爱人
Good Bye My Love
(内容纯属虚构)
(The content is a sheer fabrication)

================================

GOODBYE MY LOVE 我的爱人 再见
GOODBYE MY LOVE 相见不知那一天
我把一切给了你 希望你要珍惜 不要辜负我的真情
GOODBYE MY LOVE 我的爱人 再见
GOODBYE MY LOVE 从此和你分离
我会永远永远爱你在心里 希望你不要把我忘记
我会永远怀念你 温柔的情怀里
热红的心怀念你 甜蜜的吻怀念你
那醉人的歌声 怎能忘记这段情 我的爱再见
不知那日再相见
再见了我的爱人 我将永远不会忘记你
也希望你不要把我忘记
也许我们还会有见面的一天 不是吗
我的爱我相信 总有一天能再见

2009/12/19

别再为他流泪

别再为他流泪 - 梁静茹

作词:黄婷 作曲:易桀齐 编曲。吴庆隆

你走了太久一定很累
他错了不该你来面对
离开他就好 就算了 心情很干脆

他其实没有那么绝对
远一点你就看出真伪
离开他不等于你的世界会崩溃
转个弯你还能飞

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉
以后管他是谁

每段感情都非常珍贵
他的好你就放在心扉
记得有个人曾让你那样的心醉

你笑了照亮夜幕的黑
什么梦都不比你的美
多少年以后想起他还有些体会
那些你已无所谓

====================================

那天听这首歌
因为我被败犬女王这部戏感动了
然而很陶醉在这首歌
更喜欢它的意义
今天我更爱这首歌
傻傻的我
真的很傻
哈哈
如今我更体会到这首歌的意境
真的是
一首好歌 ^^
现在阴阴的天
冷冷的天气
下着毛毛雨
很适合听这首歌

2009/12/17

My 23rd Birthday celebration

Every year my birthday celebration must be special
This year still the same
I am feels very glad
Because almost every year birthday
My friends was celebrated my birthday with me
I have very special birthday celebration this year
Penang trip birthday celebration
Even I was sick on 28th and 29th Nov
I am not able to play crazily with you all
But I still enjoy with my birthday
This year birthday is meaningful to me
From 28th till 29th
I am never alone for every moment
28th – First Station is Nyonya house
Second station is Buddhi Heart
Third Station is Golden Sand Resort Beach Carnival
Fourth Station is Ferringhi Garden
Fifth Station is Hard Rock Hotel
And celebrated my birthday at Fang ah yi Apartment
29th - First station is apartment swimming pool and playground
Second station is Toy Museum
I do not have any photos yet
End of my birthday celebration with my beloved jee mui
And I dinner with my good friend
Planned go to watch movie
But I was sick so cancelled
End of my birthday celebration
I want to thank to all my good jee mui and friend
Who accompany me along my 23rd birthday
And who called me, sms me and send me greeting through fb or msn or others
Thank you for you are still remember SmallFen birthday
I will never forget!!!

More photos on My 23rd Birthday Celebration



















2009/12/12

黑洞 black hole

黑洞里
In black hole
暗暗的
Very dark
看不到前面的路
I can't see the front road

黑洞里
In black hole
遇上你
Meets you
同样寂寞的我们
We are similarly lonely

黑洞里
In black hole
依靠你
Depends upon your
紧紧牵手向前走
Tight connecting rod to walk forward

黑洞里
In black hole
很不舍
Feel not let to go
看到了前方的路
Saw the road in front

走出黑洞
Went out from the black hole
就要学会放开手
Have to learn to let loose the hand
我们应该停止了
We to be supposed to stop
幸福结束了
Finishing happily

走出黑洞
Went out from the black hole
你要坚强走下去
You have strongly continue to walk
你要幸福走下去
You must able happily in future
我会祝福你
I will blessing you

走出黑洞
Went out from the black hole
彩虹在等待着你
The rainbow is waiting for you
幸福在等待着你
The happiness is waiting for you
你会幸福的
You will be happy

走出黑洞后
After went out form the black hole
我们从来没想到
We never thought that
我们走到这地步
We will step to this stage

你想念我
You think of me
我是知道的
I know that
我想念你
I think of you
你是知道的
You know that

你还不习惯
You still can't get used to it
我好心疼
I am feel so heartache
我好不舍
I am feel not let to go
不知道怎么收场
Don't know how to ends

我选择离开
I choose to leave
我只能离开
I only can leave
带着眼泪离开
Leaving with tears
我们没有选择
We have no choice
我没有资格去选择
I don't have qualifications to choose
(内容纯属虚构)
(The content is a sheer fabrication)


=======================================

刘惜君 - 退出

牵着你的手 感觉呼吸在颤抖
沉默了太久 开不了口
在你的背后 终于忍不住泪流
找一个借口 谁都可以先走

我们都不清楚爱到了 这个地步
昨天那么幸福 还有彼此的温度
眼泪那么无辜 却不敢追问错在何处
因为我们都怕 走出爱情的伤

街边的橱窗 还留着生日愿望
你不再请求 我的原谅
戒指在手上 还给你需要胆量
对视的眼光 我却无处躲藏

我们都不清楚爱到了 这个地步
昨天那么幸福 还有彼此的温度
眼泪那么无辜 却不敢追问错在何处
因为我们都怕 走出爱情的伤

你知道我和你 同一样 也不敢再说谎
只是这份爱情 该怎么收场 才圆满

昨天那么幸福 还有彼此的温度
眼泪那么无辜 却不敢追问错在何处
因为我们都怕 走出爱情的伤
因为我们都怕 留下爱情的伤

2009/12/03

有你在身边的日子

深夜里
In the midnight
我想起你了
I m thinking of you
反复的看着我们的照片
Repeat look at our photo
回忆不断的放映
Memory continuous display
你的笑容
Your smile
不断的出现在我的脑海里
Continuous appear on my mind
你的笑容是我心中的太阳
Your smile is the sun of my heart
有你在身边的日子
The days you beside me
我不孤单
I m not alone
有你在身边的日子
The days you beside me
我不害怕
I m not afraid
有你在身边的日子
The days you beside me
我很快乐
I feel very happy
有你在身边的日子
The days you beside me
我很幸福
I feel very blissful
你是否也一样想念着我
Do you also miss me so much
听着那首属于我们的歌
Listen to our song
你有没有想起我呢
Do you thinking of me
收到你传来的信息
Received the sms from you
真的很开心
Feel very excited
因为你想我了
Because you miss me
我也想你了
I miss you also
我曾想过要忘记
I had thinking to forget
我曾想过要放手
I had thinking to give up
可是我们却是难舍难分
But we still loath to part from each other
还记得
Still remember
那个夜晚
The night
你知不知道
Do you know
我最舍不得的人就是你
The person I unwilling to let go is you
我一直都没有说出口
I keep it and do not tell you
你对我有多好
How good you are treating me
我知道的
I know
你对我的迁就
You always to accommodate yourself to me
我也知道
I also know
我对你多重要
How important I m for you
我不知道
I don’t know
你对我多重要
How important you for me
我不知道
I don’t know
这也许只是过渡期
May be this is just a transitional period
一切还是会回到原点
Everything will be return to the zero point
事情会不会就这样结束
This matter will be end up like this
我不知道
I don’t know
无论结局是怎样
No matter what the end
我们都还是最知心的好朋友
We always are intimate friend
因为你了解我我了解你
Because you understand me, I understand you
彼此相信对方
Trust each other very much
这是知心好友的友情
That’s the friendship between intimate and good friends
(内容纯属虚构)
(The content is a sheer fabrication)


================================

袁咏琳&周杰伦 - 画沙

作词:方文山 作曲:袁咏琳

午后的风摇晃枝桠 抖落了盛夏
我对着蝉认真说话 在对你牵挂
晚风轻敲着海沙 浪堆积起无暇
我跟纯真在比傻 爱上你放不下

这风景如画 (开满凤凰凤凰花)
院子里花洒 (浇灌着那种情话)
等最美的晚霞 等故事长大

用手中的流沙画一个你呀
曾说过的永远我们一定不会擦
我的青春开始在喧哗
因为大声说爱你而沙哑

用手中流沙轻描着你的脸颊
也答应说好的未来绝不会重画
许过的承诺我就不会再去拿
因为我爱你呀

将思念压成花 有你的记忆乾燥成瓶中沙
像沙漏般想着你滴滴达达
擦美美的趾甲 喝你泡的茶
原来幸福可以这麽优雅

不论多大风沙 路多分岔 我一样找到你呀
管它风怎麽刮 管雨又怎麽下
越痛我就越来(越潇洒)
不摘不属於自(己的花)
喔爱闪着泪光为你我可以当傻瓜

这风景如画 (开满凤凰凤凰花)
院子里花洒 (浇灌着那种情话)
等我们的童话 等誓言落下

2009/12/02

everything return to zero point?

today..
wan story about myself..
wan story about my intern life..
i still remember..
the 1st day i meet them at Motorola..
time fly..
6 months is over..
its too fast.. too fast..
is it everything return to the zero point?
but i noe.. sure some changing there..
i m a shy girl..
i m a blur girl..
i m a careless girl..
i m a innocent girl..
in their eye.. i guess.. hehe..
i admit it..
only can be open and "wild" while i noe someone for long time..
hehe..
i noe.. they was so shocked the farewell nite..
haha.. tat's me..
wat the different in office and lab today?
hmm.. i think no..
haha..
i feel so glad to join this happy family..
i feel so So warmth..
coz.. everyone like me sister and brother..
take care me a lots..
and very friendly and helpful..
accompany me breakfast.. lunch.. tea and dinner..
be my driver.. haha..
accompany me go to play and try new foods..
i never feel alone during my intern..
bcoz of them..
i feel i m so So lucky..
thank you u all..
i will miss u all..
its too hard to have colleagues like u all..
colleagues like frens and family..
its too hard to find..




group photo in office.. hmm.. without choon yi, low and fatt







group photo in lab.. hmm.. where the another 1?? chaoz d..








here.. the cutest arnidcha and the most cool tan.. ^^