i decide to write down..
recently busy working..
recently busy preparing convo's stuff..
i found that..
actually i not really like to take whole family photo..
u may think.. i m negative thinking..
but.. REALLY..
i will not happy while every festival.. and every big day of me..
even i m happy.. but i m not 100% happy..
haiz.. wat for i m still missING..
wat for i m still strugglING..
wat for i m still downING..
wat for i m still cryING..
wat for?? wat for??
i believe.. my family members will have the same emotion..
i dunno y..
yesterday i was cried while drivING..
it's dangerous.. i know..
just because of a song..
"ting ma ma de hua" by Jay Chou..
i m not 1st time listen to this song..
but i dunno y..
i cried while listen to tis song yesterday..
ppl always said.. we should look FORWARD.. shouldn't look BACKWARD..
but.. if doesn't experienced past.. we will not moving on..
if doesn't look BACKWARD.. we will not growing up..
if doesn't look BACKWARD.. we will not remember our past mistakes..
so i would like to said..
look BACKWARD is to keep remind ourselves not to repeat the same mistakes..
do not repeat the same tragedy..
last.......
i just wan to say..
experiences remindING me.. do not forget appreciatING now..!!
